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Ramblings of a Sleep-Deprived Caffeine Addict

I have no idea why you bother reading but don't stop X)

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Saturday, November 29, 2008 @ 6:38 PM

well, just felt like blogging some thoughts & what-nots: (i have a habit of making lists, in case u haven't noticed...)

1) nike I declare war against nike!!! Just weeks after i FINALLY settled on purchasing a pair of nike's AFTER lots LOTS of deliberation, they came up with a pair of the same model but with a nicer colour!!! Curses...i went into the shop, rested my eyes on the new shoes displayed at the center of the store, & immediately started to curse much to the bewilderment of the nice salesman. (i couldn't help it!!)

mine

mine in mah dreams =(

2. Me likey wat this emo-stricken punk-chic said:

'Nobody's perfect. Practice makes ppl perfect. Since no person can be perfect, why practice?'

So true.

3. I SERIOUSLY have no idea whether i should go to australia or america. God, should i throw a dice? even=aus;odd=usa?? I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHETHER I SHOULD DO ACT SCI OR NOT..dang i hate 2nd-guessing myself...

4. OCD/obsessive-compulsive disorder I strongly suspect my mom has it. She insists on cleaning the ceilings of the ole house. Cmon, washing the fruits & vege at least 5 times with salt is still bearable, mopping the floors 3 times EVERYDAY is....TOLERABLE..BUT THIS???? Feel awfully sorry for the maid who's here for 5 days. This experience with me mom is surely gonna traumatize her so i tried to be nice by helping with the ceilings. To reach it with this *ahem* average height of mine is no easy feat. I've gotta stack a ladder on a table so it's like a circus act. Did i mention i'm not too comfortable with heights? But it's not a phobia, i always play with this fear by going on roller-coaster rides, which gives me a sense of achievement for i can overcome this fear. (NOT COCKROACHES THOUGH...eww..even the spelling of the word makes me nauseous...) So, i tried to balance myself on the self-made contraption & got the job done, thinking that it'd take only a matter of days before the dust will settle back & the spiders will return to rebuild their homes.

5. I finished Emma. It's AWESOME!! IMHO, better than Pride & prejudice. Still, i like both Elizabeth & Emma. NOTE TO VLIANG: u shud not only avoid gurls who watch taiwanese dramas, but gurls who read Jane Austen too. HAHA i want a Mr Knightley/Mr Darcy/Mr Henry Tilney to sweep me away!! Can'ts stand these oldies though, if u like that person, just say so!! You can avoid all the misunderstandings/hurt/inconveniences/jealousies/3-parties ETC!!! (i'm outta books...tx God Inti's library is restocking..)

6. I hate big families. Goodness, with all the drama & white lies..can't understand people of the earlier generation.

7. Holidays give me time to think. About my wrong-doings. And i realised that i'm not a really good friend. Come to think of it i am a BIG HUGE FAILURE as a friend.People have been so kind & nice to me, helping all the time when i'm in need that i took them all for granted!!! Here's a big big honest-from-my-heart apology to mah buddies. I'm sorry for not being there when i should. I'm sorry for not even wishing burfday wishes even tho u guys nvr forgot mine. I'm sorry for missing outta parties/events/trips. I'm sorry for acting like a introverted warped cocoon. SORRRY!!

a few names i'm very very indebted to & guilty of being a failure as a fren:
- pei chi (mah sec wife!!!), mei sze, dory =), ss, marcus, minli, michelle, actually..the whole of 5S1!!